|
Krazygamerboy
|
read my profile
sign my guestbook
Name: Bruce
Country: Japan
Birthday: 10/22/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Listenin to anime songs, watchin anime, shoot pool, and other things...
Expertise: The question is whats not an area of my Expertise? >=)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/24/2003
|
|
| Watashai wa kirai desu, no more emo shit from me. Nah uh.
| | |
| Wow... its almost been an entire year since I've last blogged... taking a step back... graduation from college is right around the corner, yet... I feel an even greater sense of uncertainty that when I graduated from High School... I'm not afraid, and I know the pathI will be taking... I'm just surprised how fast these years has passed... so many things I told myself I would do during college... and yet looking back now... I wonder. I stand today not ashamed of who I've become, but not necessarily proud... an area of gray I suppose. I'm glad I still have my friends and family... who have always been their for me, pushing and hoping the best for me, from the JET program, to my future career, I am thankful for all the support. I look at my buddy list now, and see so many people I know, first names, memories with them, yet no conversation... and I think about the people whom I no longer keep in touch with makes me think. Including a close friend whom has disappeared without reason... gone but never forgotten.
| | |
| It's certainly been awhile since I last blogged, and I can probably honestly say, that I'm not doing well for myself in the time that has passed. I'm doing horrible in school, and when i say horrible, I dont mean asian person horrible, I mean horrible as in "It is probable i will not pass" horrible. I think I lost sight of what i was studying for, and easily got lost in the other joys of life. I've never done so poorly in school, it seems that when I finally stepped up in school I took two steps back, im studying less than when I was at OCC.
I'm really discontent with myself, something has to change, I need to change, yet everytime I try to take a step forward, its so easy just to fall back again without realizing it. My lack of motivation seems to have reached an all time high, and i cant find the cure for it. I can tell my lifestyle isn't healthy, even if measured by something as odd as the fact that I dont have good dreams anymore. I hope to use my blog now as something just to outlet my thoughts, you think im sappy, then dont read, this is more for me than it is for any of you. I really hope that I can turn things around in my life again, and that everyone close to me is able to deal with their problems, if you've taken the time to read this, your either very bored, or care to know my thoughts and worry about my well being, for that, Thanks.
| | |
| Felt obligated to post something for the recent lack of postings, here goes.
"Honor isn't about making the right choices, its about dealing with the consequences."
| | |
| So I'm finally gonna take the time to rant about staffing for AX! ^^ It
was a very interesting experiance that felt good yet somewhat
depressing at the same time.
To start things off, I reported in late for Day 0 of the expo because
Brian's a lagger and had to do stuff, and we agreed on carpooling. HR
and our supervisor were not to happy with this, especially since we
were last minute adds. Now... there was a reason why myself and brian
were added last minute.It was apparently because, the staff of our
department totally flaked out at the last minute, 4 writers flaked out
at once, leaving an enitrely empty department. I was selected as a
writer for publications, i was supposed to take a "compentency" test,
but that didn't really happen due to lack of time, and i mean... if i
failed the test... they'd juss be short another staff, and me and Brian
pretty much made up the department. Our supervisor/manager is a nice
guy, but hes not a great supervisor, he did more work with other
departments than with us, which put a gap between us, it would have
been nicer if he worked closer with us. He's a kool guy as a friend and
coworker, but not as my supervisor (hes also only a year older than me)
Me and brian worked closely wit the graphics department, which
consisted of one guy named Mark, he was a kool guy that gave us great
guidance and welcomed us warmly. I'll go more into detail later in my
next rant, for now i go eat soup, because i am sick.
| | |
|
